I have 1 week to pay for this. If someone can help by donating $20, I'd really appreciate it. I'll include your handle name on the website as a supporter.

https://liberapay.com/AnarchyRealms/

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/113185367270726190

Every time you make it a moment for a player and you push it to the next session that player will miss it.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/113082223838464715

Just to point out a few things: I ended up using species because Anarchy Realms has a bit of a aliens from the moon feeling about things.

I figured that the whole concept being Heritage or Lineage would make more sense, especially since there is also a Culture section.

So you could have grown up among the bees and that got you able to dance a bit better and understand what the pheromones you are smelling mean.

So in 5.14 D&D terms, that would be things like Elven Weapon training, would be a Culture thing, and the No Sleeping Trance would be part of being an Elf as a species.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/113038629816816159

Just in time for Kraken week, I added Bees to Anarchy Realms!

What do you mean Kraken week was the first week of July? But it was hot that week. I didn't get any work done!

Okay, so here is a belated Kraken Week! Where I do a water or fish themed thing and give you Bees!

What do you mean Bees are not fish? Have you been to California? Bees are FISH in California!

https://www.anarchyrealms.com/start-playing/chapter-2/2-h-i-abelhoa

#anarchyrealms #krakenweek

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/113038566271989214

money talk, motivation

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Having to get used to working again. The heat has been stopping me. But now, I have slightly cooler days, so I'm barrelling back into doing work.

Doesn't help the my "real job" paid me $1000 less because of client cancellations.

I need to find a way to make that up. Not only for this past month, but the month before and next month. I'm essentially 3k in the hole.

So I'm back to working on cards and trying to come up with new shirt designs.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/113036203236299173

When I insult you I don't feel bad. I'm just A Mad little lady, here to kick your ass. Take what I say while you smoke that grass, with a little bit of trepidation, cause my words cause levitation, as I address that dress you wear with less attenuation than attention that you thought it'd bear.

Flex on me Becky, and I'll get my friend O'Hare Johanssen to emanci-pate your derriere.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112989691484981457

Between the heat of summer and my work schedule, I kinda went into a burn out mode of going to stores after work just to exist in air conditioning.

So when I come back and see that dair-community.social is blocked, and I lost 1 person I was following, I go, okay, what happened there?

I'm glad I know that it happened. I'm glad to know who it was (they were a computer scientist), but I don't know why that server was suspended.

So, what happens if I want to find a way to follow this person still? I'm not on X (another platform they are on). I'm okay, when a person leaves a platform, or if I do, but I'm not sure what to do with this, or what steps I can use to remedy this in the future. Do I need to also have an account on that server? Because I don't even know why this happened.

I tried looking things up, but I don't know where to look.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112989648268051540

Orange ring is exhaustion and red is bloodied. This is after the boss fight.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112944335873266567

D&D day! Let's go!!!!!!!!!!

Last time they were fighting mutated hybrid spawn off a giant hyper kraken, on a boat headed to a black hole sucking up the ocean.

Level 17 adventures get wild.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112898883777181101

After a rough week, i might be feeling better soon.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112832075823036088

Summer days are so bad. Boiling, shower to cool off, to go to work to boil again.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112831829466415336

Mostly cloudy days reminding me of when we parted ways
We tried so hard to talk, everytime you'd walk
Away from me and all I had to offer,
but I know that its because I wasn't there no more, off a
million different reasons, so I asked you,
and you said you'd never walked off, and
now I'm thinking its my conscious,
but you apologize and hold me tight,
you give me some time and some light,
you hear my plight,
so I hold my hands out for you,
you hold it so tight,
that makes me think, me and you will be alright, its true.

I think of friendships like romance novels do,
Like a long lost love is what will get me through,
A night alone again, waking up so damned,
I think if I found someone again, I'd want them to be my friend. Will you be mine?

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112802671222340180

I had a chance to play against the people who labled me "group hate". And I feel like I rescued them from some people trying to do some really messy things, and it was interesting seeing them getting to play when you hate out in the right directions.

I felt like a protector. It reminded me of when I started playing commander, and all I could do is kingmaker.

It made me miss all my friends I used to play with. Even if you make friends and they would never leave you, sometimes, life doesn't give us a choice. And when you are always on the side of others leaving, it can leave you some sort of way.

To all those out there who are alone, because we were walked away from, remember some people get dragged away, they don't do it on purpose. Don't be afraid to keep opening your heart to new people.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112802667320395355

"My wife has no emotions" started off as what appeared to be little 4 panel comics converted into an anime, but I worry is falling into trope only territory. Will it come out the other side, or will this be its new normal?

This anime is the story of a man who bought a used (2nd hand) cooking robot, and falls in love with it. The robot agrees to his proposal of marriage. Things continue from there.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112792841444552509

"Makeine: Too Many Losing Heroines!" has a concept that I'm really liking for episode one, and that I hope does not fall into trope traps many other anime do.

It is very much a "otherside of the story" story about the girls who lose in the love triangle, and the protagonist who happens to witness it.

The first "loser" girl's reaction to being caught doing a 2nd hand kiss from her lost love when they ran off is probably one of the few times I had the same emotions as the protagonist.

The story keeps going from that moment in what I can only assume will be a series of unfortunate repetitions of similar situations.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112792578204634530

https://youtu.be/b5amd7ECYWg?si=C8Sec-jsHy56stQA

Love me some YukkoEx.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112783227352315006

Been going to commander nights at my flgs, and I must say, my main deck is way under performing. But when it wins, people get really triggered by it.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112770893318360570

So she leaves, and I go sit down. I fucking hate this. What am I supposed to do with this. I don’t want to go to the hospital. I hate it there. I would have gone if she asked, but she didn’t. Did she want me there?
It’s all unresolved. If I ask, then I get the answer I don’t want to hear, and I go there. If I leave it alone, then I’m uncaring, and feel like shit. And don’t know anything. Is this the point where I’m supposed to realize I don’t even love her?
I hate this feeling. I get a drink. I turn on the television. I let the feeling sink back and away. Burned away by the alcohol. I ignore the feeling, and as the hour goes on, it gets easier to ignore.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112755433711384231

Sometimes you just want to feel like an asshole.
It’s not that the little things bother me really. It’s more that they keep piling on in rapid succession without being addressed. Someone says something in such a way as to leave things unresolved. There is no concrete request or question, just a statement, said in such a way as to ask me to do something with it.
“I’m going to the hospital. This is the address,” she said to me handing me a piece of paper. She couldn’t be bothered to ask me for a ride, or anything. So I have to stand here, like a schmuck and either ask her if she wants me there, or let her go. And I don’t even fucking know what she wants.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112755433346489466

I love that the word innuendo includes an innuendo about putting it in your end though.

source https://tech.lgbt/@pangoriaF/112755386753362348